SELFWAR

once again my heart just started accepting the shame
and i keep on breathing, whatever new day brings to me
no matter how, no matter how hard you try
no matter what you feel, no matter who you are!
i don't even care
i'm still staying here
and hate
just borns in you just borns in me
the time shows you the pain
i'll go insane
my worry mind
my destiny are full of flame
war to war, peace to peace, so be or not to be
who's brave enough here to tell me
what should i really see? how should i really feel?
about this surrounding world
inside of you inside of me
you wanna beat me
you wanna cut me
you'd better make my die instead of fuckin' somebody
so why do you hate me, why don't you trust me
you said that your selfwar will be continued
so let begin it!

like a crow flying in the sky
like a God watching by my step

and when my enemy has lay down
enemy deeply feels none
i'm fast through his soul
i'm cutting his throat
i waste control
yeah i'm a thuggee in the dope show
we'll kill each other untill we grow old
that bomb is not blowing yet
separating of mind, occupying my head
oh shit i just can't help myself
dog eating dog and man eating man

still i'm blind to see
still i'm dumb to hear
still i can't find place in here
i'm lost, next door goes out
it drives me in to doubt
so may be all this has been wanted